start of skol after 2weeks of hols,
i swear,
today is the longest day.

with lessons from 11am to 6pm.
tsk!

but but but!
THANKFULLY,
i was rewarded with the dinner of TEPPANYAKI!
yay!

thanks to hongxiang and yinhui!
heh!
craving satisfied!

next is creme brulee,
and crabs.
xDDD

_
Communic Asia photos are up on facebook,
so yea.
i realised i took quite alot of zhiyong.
HAHA!

diyana's photos are all in my hp,
and i have yet to transfer them out.
)):

there's oso a few of DUKE's FAREWELL at ECP in my cam.
heh!
too lazy to put it up in facebook.
maybe a few more days.
LOLs!


_
when all my surrounding speaks of you,
do you know what that means?

no matter where i look,
what i hear,
there's memories of you and me,
right there waiting.

when the best thing about me,
is you.
((:

okays.
so CommunicAsia was SUPER tiring,
but its worth it becos of all the ppl i met there.

DIYANA (:
ZHIYONG (:
GENEVIEVE (:
RONALD (:
SERENE (:
KAHYAU (:
JESSIE (:
JIMMY (:
CHIANGHON (:
HUIYI (:
SYAKINAH (:
SHAFIQAH (:

and a few more i cant really rmb.
sorry!

anyways,
im still super LAZY to upload my photos from my phone.
so yea.

HAHA!
wait a few more days k?

today was gathering with cindi and the rest at ecp,
cos duke is entering ARMY tml!
xDDD

so mini gathering it was.
bus-ed to dajie's,
and got lost,
cos cindi gave me the WRONG address.
LOLs.

then slacked,
until duke came,
met up with dajie and duke drove us all to ecp.

ate at macs,
and walked to breakwater to nua.
when almost all arrived,
we decided to rent bikes,
but me and hx didnt.

cabbed to 201 from parkway parade,
in hopes of buying satay for papa's day,
but alas,
no satay!
)):

cabbed over to ben's,
lucky lucky!

bought satays and chicken wings,
then cabbed home again.
LOLs!

seriously,
3 cab trips a day is NO JOKE.
and it harms my financial health seriously.
)):

but at least it was a good supper.
heh!

and well j3rr,
i hope u have a gd rest yea?
xDD

okays,
photos for today shall be up asap,
when hx sends it to me.
=PP

_
skol reopening tml,
cui.

tutorials not done,
project not done,
and even worse,

no mood to do anything.
)):

okays,
so i have a favourtie song these days.
and its Jordin Sparks: One Step At A Time.
((:


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Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

Take one step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen and it's
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

woots!
photos from benneth!
ice skating day~

on the bridge,
that ben and xin recognises as SO FAMOUS.

i think my face look like,
COCK.
=.=


haha!
very CANDID!
i loike!


super random.
ALL NOT READY.
haha~



EMO me.
dont even noe when ben take de.
=.=


haha!
as usual,
i owaes laugh at jikai's expression.
LOLs!

lols.
okay.

so friday was a super cock day at work.
irritating,
duno when is the correct situation to use the word 'TEAMWORK'.
=.=

met up with MYMX twinny,
and huixian.
ate at macs,
then nua.
until 5plus,
then went tampines to buy my formal.

cui like nobody's business.
and MYMX,
its funny!
xDD

dinner-ed with her at eatzi.
supposed to be for CREME BRULEE,
but but but!!

THEY DONT HAVE!!!!
))):

boos.
and desmond is cock.
=.=

he kept laughing at me.
TMD.
then bus-ed with MYMX to pasir ris inter,
and 21 home.
fun fun.

briefing on sat.
met up with jikai, hongxiang, aaron, yinhui and ck.
LOLs.
bf-ed at bk.

briefing was...
dumb.

LOM students could help to make the process beta!
YO!
hire us!
heh!

went suntec with hongxiang and yinhui after briefing.
searched for formal again,
then had dinner at siam kitchen.
OMG.

super funny.
they had a promo for buffet dinner,
and we thought we were supposed to choose the item that we wan,
from the list given.

so when i told the waiter we wanted 3sets,
and he took away our menus,
i got a SHOCK.

then i told hx and yh,
and we all LAUGHED like siao.
cos we thought it couldnt be.
but in the end,
HEH!

i was rite!
so its like...
our table,
FULL OF STUFF.
haha~

for example...


HAHA!
see?!

ZAI rite?!!
heh!

today was work,
not bad.
same situation.
had nabilah with me though.
((:

bus-ed to sports hall after work,
to find xinquan and ben.
HAHA!

surprise surprise!
((:

oh oh oh!
i have LESLIE's photo!
haha!



in prep for nightwalk during LOMcamp.
xDD
thanks for all ur hardwork!

tml is kbox with baby jo and vanesa yo!
poor yinhui has gotten a sorethroat.
hope its not all the 18 fishcakes that we ate!
=XX



_
its been awhile since i last saw you.
and yes,
my feelings for you is still the same.

my heart jumped when i saw you,
and it beat even faster,
when i saw you smile.

though i do not know,
if that smile was meant for me.

you should know though,
im glad we met today.

you really lift my spirits,
and make me smile for real.
((:

okays.
LOMcamp is finally over!

campers,
i do hope u have enjoyed it!
pls give us ur sincere feedback yea?
sowe and the next maincomm can improve!

to ck, jikai and hongxiang:
pls rest well!
u guys have worked super hard for these 3days!
so u all deserve ALOT of rest!

to ashraf and yuanhao:
thanks for the video!
heh!
and pls do take care of urself!
xDD

to the maincomms and your AFAs:
thanks for all ur help!
and without u the camp wouldnt be wad it is!
thank you guys loads,
and rest well!


_
went for briefing after camp.
brunch-ed at subway tpy HDB hub.
then bus-ed home with ck.

we took 8,
cos its the bus with the longest route for me.
and ck thought it was the same for him,
but it wasnt.
LOLs!

so yes,
i closed by eyes,
and i fell aslp halfway.
HEH.

and it was one of the fastest rides ever.
in 40mins time,
i was home alr.
LOLs.

so yep.
i slpt at 8pm,
all the way till today afternoon 1pm.
super shiok the feeling.

sian,
work later from 7-11pm.
and thanks to aliff,
i wouldnt be dead in SWNs.
heh.

cos i was supposed to work the 12-5pm shift.
and look at the time i woke up!
heh!
so yes,
thank you aliff!
((:


_
do you know?
i thought by not thinking about you in camp,
sooner or later,
i could forget you.

but alas,
not only did i not forget you,
i think about you even more right now.



and i hope,
we could go back to the way we were before.


though i know,
it cannot be so.
)):

went skol to help ck with lomcamp stuff ytd.
thought of items for the DUO MAOMAO.
damn funny pls.

home-d at 11pm.
and slpt.

work today,
from 1-11pm.
shiok.

with atika and adelia in the afternoon shift,
then with shumei, sir yogen and others in the nite shift.
i like today.
not much of a prob,
not to me anyways.
HEH!

went macs to nua with yogen and cs,
then bus-ed home

tml is finally LOMcamp!
i bet thats wad ck would say.
LOLs!

will be gone for 3days 2nites.
fun fun fun!

do not act like you know me very well,
and that we're still the same as before.
because for all the times that i needed you beside me as a friend,
you were never here.
so dont even come walking back into my life,
and pretend that you still have the right to,
cause you dont.
not anymore.

and for your information,
EMO is not the word you can use to describe me.
because you have NO IDEA exactly how i am feeling.
so dont try to put your 'experience' on me,
and tell me how or what i should do.

youre not fit to tell me all these,
so DONT even try.


_
i know,
i know exactly what is happening.

and im tired of everything.
i just feel like dropping dead,
and forget about all these.

no point trying,
when you wont even look back.
nothings hurts more than knowing its not worth it,
yet you just cant give up trying.

lols,
ice skating is FUN FUN FUN!

but not when it hits u on the head.
=XX

heh!
anyways,
jus a short post,
going out for brunch,
and tp alr.

bye!

falling in love is awfully simple,
but falling out of love is simply awful.

)):

LOMe paper today.
it was alrite,
but lt23 was fcuking cold!

TMD.
bus-ed to airport and waited/slacked.
had lunch at popeyes,
before going over to t3 mac to meet mel and aaron.

okays,
so im confirmed in communing asia,
woots!

and i think im forgoing it fair.
i shall be loyal to swns.
HEH!

went back to t2mac to study,
more feel there.
xDD

reminds me of the times swn ppl nua-ed there.
super funn.
studied till 1030 then hom-ed with hx.

shall revise QM later,
and meet xin for calculus tml.
((:


anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GEEKY TWIN~~
i love you loads!
^^



_
events happened today,
and it reminded me of you.

why is it so simple,
to be reminded of you,

yet so hard,
to forget everything about you?


yes,
im missing you more,
much more everyday since then.