i think ive been running on a short fuse lately,
and it doesnt help when the people arnd me are like that.

seriously,
i cant tell if its jus me pms-ing,
or its u being irritating.

stop getting on my nerves yo.
its bad enough that im on the edge,
dont make me scream, curse and swear the fcuk out of u.


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then again,
baby,
pls take care yea?
((:

get well soon!

2hrs of reminiscing back at changkat was great.
((:

so now,
another soul noes abt my deep, dark secret.
LOLs.

but yup.
finally LOMe proj has been handed in.
stress over,
now is QM assignment,
calculus cramming,
and of cos,
MAIN EXAMS.

boos.

heh!
at least there's bdm to cheer me up tonite!
^^

hah!
look at the time.
5.49am.

and i jus heard the newspaper man outside my door.
LOLs.

if u're wondering why im up so early...
i slpt ytd at 7pm or so,
deciding to wake up arnd 9plus or so for dinner,
before chiong-ing calculus and tp tut.

but waking up at 9pm,
was feeling nausea,
and had totally no feel for dinner,
so i continued slping.

heh.
payback for endless nites of calculus,
and of cos,
work stress.
xDD

work was alright,
met 2 new guys,
nadzirul and ridzuan.
heh.

late for work as usual,
crapp,
cos of supper the nite before,
and walking home such that by the time i slp,
it was 3am.
^^

but it was a fun day out,
no rgrets.
heh!

calculus,
is crapp.
definitely.
xDD

there's assignment today,
and i havent revised on double-d, log and integration!
omg.
=XX


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opps!
forgot to add,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DADDY! ^^

crying over calculus,
is crapp.

sorry, xinquan. )):

late for LPCS.
heh.
wads new.

late together with solyh.
jus like last week.
haha!

apel was funny,
but yea,
technically boring.
LOLs.

lunched at design then rot at lomlab.
bdm for awhile at 3pm.
then interchange-d and home-d.

left hse at 6pm,
went tampines sports hall.

BADMINTON!
((:
my love!

fun fun!
more pls!
^^

dinner-ed at 201,
then went simei to return michelle's long-lost racket.
HAHA!
met up with derek and slacked.
killed some braincells in the meantime.

im terribly sorry to xinquan and jianan.
its not that u guys are not good at teaching,
its jus that im bad at absorbing.
=XX


24th july is totally booked.
wad the shit.
no courts at all.
=.=

super kuazhang pls.
cuii.


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thank you.
i love this feeling right now.
((:

i'm only me when i'm with you - Taylor Swift

Friday night beneath the stars
In the field behind your yard
You and I are paintin' pictures in the sky
And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side
And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know
That what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Livin' in a crazy world
Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true
And I don't try to hide my tears
My secrets or my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do
And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know
That what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else, it's so hard to be myself
Only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do
Well you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let you know
that what I feel is true

And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you

Uh-huh
Yeah


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heh!
true enough.
((:

i do feel that way,
like i can somehow truely be myself.
xDD

projects,
projects projects,
projects projects projects.

tsk.
HAHA!


oh!
and thank you solyh!
heh!
for being a nice guy!
xDDD

hello janrick!
havent seen u for awhile too~

thank you.
for everything.

i was so happy,
i cried.


that,
is how much you mean to me.
((:

right,
so a few more days of not blogging.
HEH.

lets see some pictures!
...

my internet is not working...
i duno why.


edit:-
pictures!





random shots here and there.
bye buddy!
miss you loads!
come back soon yea?
((:

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nvm.
lets jus blog abt these few days.
been hanging out with raymond and gang,
it felt so wonderful to be back to our clique.

it was short-lived,
but the fun we had was immense,
and enough for us to hold memory dear to.
((:

photos will be up shortly,
and i shall continue to blog abt today.
in skol by 9am to meet mel for proj.
had to redo this.. and that..

super irritating.
and jus a note:
sorry people for being in a roller-coaster mood ytd.
quite pissed off with some stuff you see.
HAHA!

anyways,
after proj was QM lec,
which is quite easily digested,
if we listened.

so yea.
after lec was library again for proj.
dumb bloody proj is killing us all.
tsk.

hung out with ck and yinhui before meeting my SWNtwinnies.
heh!
poor ck.
xDD

in the end,
it was still SWN for us.
HEH!
new menu yo!

had fun laughing with linda, huixian and michelle.
and of cos,
laughing at ERIC and his dumb actions and chats,
and his FRIEND for falling for them.

LOLs!
reaction sibei cute + funny!
his jaws open until like cui.
somemore serving customer.
CLASSIC.

me and michelle LOIKE!
haha!
laughed our way out of the restaurant,
everyone thought we were crazy or something.
but heck.
its FUN.
((:

home-d.



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just seeing your name,
puts a smile on my face.

yet the situation we're in,
makes my heart ache.

i still miss you badly,
and time doesnt take away the hurt.

not one bit.

okays,
so i havent been blogging for awhile.

lets see...
met up with buddy who came back from overseas.
ate creme brulee at eatzi with him, william and sj.
then we met boon and had lunch at niwa sushi.

train-ed to tampines to walk t1,
which is practically boring to me.
=XX

then buddy had to go dinner at JUMBO SEAFOOD RESTAURANT,
while we made our way home.
=.=

had work on sunday,
until 6pm.
didnt meet anyone,
and there wanst any dinner at home.
so yea,
sadness.

skol on monday,
until 6pm.
cui like...
haha.

met buddy and the guys for dinner.
went all the way to FUNAN IT mall for sakae,
cos there's buffet.
omg.
super far.

but yes,
super full too.
bloody sj,
eat so many salmon.
tsk!

train-ed home after 3hrs of eating,
then woke up earlier to go skol for proj.
stayed in cable tv room for 2hrs doing observations.
=.=

freaking cold i swear.
)):

brunch-ed at mensa with sui, jarrold, yinhui and ck.
LOLs.
got my juniors to buy food for me so i didnt have to queue.
heh!
xDD

met up with kim for yoshinoya dinner,
heh!
thanks for the treat!
xDD

my turn next time k?
we go eat swn's ice cream.
LOLs.

caught up with buddy, william and qijun on the train.
omg.
qijun's directions on the train is damn cui.
' the most right side of the train... we are there. '

WTF?

haha!
right side of the train?
apparently,
they were at the head of the train,
and i was at the tail of it.
so yea.
=.=

william was wondering why qijun didnt jus say head of the train.
=XX

watched them eat dinner at food junc.
mr wong and dawn came along as well.
then we walked over to find ben at swissotel.
HEH!

took photos here and there,
then train-ed back to tampines.

and now,
im sitted comfortably at ben's hse, typing and playing rc.
cos we us came back from seeing raymond off at the airport.
)):

bye buddy.
love u loads yea?
^^

see u soon!
and take care!
((:

photos soon!
xDD

going skol soon to do proj.
boos.
and it sounds like its gonna rain.
=XX



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if my tears were to fall,
how i wish that you will be here to catch them.